I found a home in your eyes
your arms were my shelter in hard times
I will always love you my dear
oh how much, I wish you were here
wish you were here

aphrodisiac was your breath for my soul
your softly talking took my control
I will always love you my dear
oh how much, I wish you were here
wish you were here

Your poison still is floating through my wanes
in my head still are the memories of those days
I will always love you my dear
oh how much, so much I wish you were here
wish you were here

I hope this words are reaching now the sky
I hope you hear them but please don't cry
'cause I will always love you
oh how much, so much i wish you were here
wish you were here

21 (4:55)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

Tonight, it's gona be the 21st time
when I again will blow the candles in hope
that my wish wont go up in smoke

Tonight, with me are gona be my "friends"
but I know that I still will be feeling alone
and after party be again on my own

Yeah I'm only 21
but I'm wandering where my life has gone
late at night with my knees by my bed
oh baby, help me pleas I deserve that

Tonight, I am gona close my eyes
and try to forget what's inside my head
and try to be happy instead to be sad

Tonight, I'm gona cover my hart with steel
gona put some smile on my face
and look for somebody who's got the grace

cause
I am only 21
and I don't want to wandering where my life has gone
don't want to be at night with my knees by my bed
oh baby, help me pleas I deserve that

ANYMORE (2:38)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

I wrote this song for goodby
Now as you are listening it
I am allready angel in the sky
Oh, sorry I didn't wan't to make you cry

REFRAIN
Anymore I am gona be lonely
Anymore I am gona be sad
Oh, any anymore I am gona cry
Oh, anymore, anymore, anymore fear to die

I couldn't take it any more
Dreams were no more the place to hide
I loose my faith for the morning light
I got no more the strenght to fight

REFRAIN
Anymore I am gona be lonely
Anymore I am gona be sad
Oh, any anymore I am gona cry
Oh, anymore, anymore, anymore fear to die

E-MAIL FROM SALLY (3:30)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

I got an email yesterday
It was from Sally
In the title she said: I'm going away

She wrote

Hi Jim Sally here
This is the last mail I'm sending you my dear
For a while things haven't been quite right
I am crying almost every night

We are moving in different directions
and playing with each other's affections
We don't fit into each others lives right now
So I have to…

REFRAIN
Go away I'm leaving today
Sun and moon will show me the way
I hope I will find a place and forget for a while
you and your smile

I replied to her mail
In the title I said: good bye my love

I wrote

Hi Sally Jim here
I will never ever forget you my dear
I know it's better for both of us that way
So I wish you all the best on your way

P.S.
I will wait for you no matter how this love hurts
I hope you understand this words
You will always be the hero of my dreams
Without you life will be full of extremes

CHORUS
Go away, leave today
I'm sure sun and moon will show you the way
I hope you will find a place and forget for a while
me and my smile

It's been seven long months
since I've sent this mail to Sally
Hm… I know it sounds crazy,
but I am still waiting for a reply

GROWING OLD (3:00)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)
(for 23th birthday)

I can see the things I've never saw before
and I am dreaming dreams I've never dreamt before
I'm walking on the streets I've never walk before
and I feel like I've never felt before

so many things have changed in this life of mine
so many secrets I must hold inside
No matter how far I go and no matter what I do
I can not escape from fact that I'm growing old

REFRAIN
Time, time, time is passing me with the speed of the light

My hands are tired n' I have eyes full of fear
My mind is full of shit and I can not think clear
My feet are burning of running away
I am a rebel looking for a safe place to stay

REFRAIN
Time, time, time is passing me with the speed of the light

JOURNEY (2:55)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

You take me on a journey
on a journey with no end
So much things you have promised me
things I for sure never will see

And every time I think we have reach the end
the end of our unlogical journey
you turn the wills to another direction
By saying: "I am doing this for your protection"

REFRAIN
Can you tell me where do we go
I don't think this way leads to the other side of rainbow

So many times I've tried to escape
Escape from places you were driving me
Many times I've try to help you
Some times I've try to change your point of view

We are traveling faster than light
traveling on a killing machine
doing things which seams to be impossible,
just to end the mission as soon as possible

REFRAIN
Can you tell me where do we go
I don't think this way leads to the other side of rainbow

LITTLE LOVE (3:45)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

Cigarette in mouth and cheap whiskey in the hand
slowly I am drowning in the sea without the end
I'm looking for the key looking for the light
looking for the way which will lead me through the night

I know it sounds absurd but that's the way it is
all I need is attention and warm kiss
cause I'm just like the flower I need warmness and light
warmness for my soul and light for my eyes

REFRAIN
yeah
Give me give me give me give me little love
so I won't loose my faith in god above
yeah give me give me just a little love

Last night by the lake I made the angel cry
I was begging him to take me with him in the sky
He ask: "Don't you like when stars are shining in the night
and the song of birds when the sun is shining bright?"

I said:
"I know it sounds absurd but that's the way it is
all I need is attention and warm kiss
cause I'm just like the flower I need warmness and light
warmness for my soul and light for my eyes!"

REFRAIN
so
Give me give me give me give me little love
so I won't loose my faith in god above
yeah give me give me just a little love

FAME & GLORY (4:05)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

Come on dealer, make me high!
Let me to reach the clouds in the sky.
Down I don't want to be no more,
cause my mind is slliping to gun store.

Now every minute it's like a hour,
every minute takes my now so preaches power
I tough I am strong but that's another story
I am not strong enough for fame and glory

REFRAIN
Fame and glory
it sounds great
but it's a dirty story

MISSING YOU (3:30)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

It's new year eve and lights are shining bright
I'm blinding myself with wine that everything's all right
but even a blind man could see that…

REFRAIN
I'm missing your smile, missing your touch
missing everything on you so much
I'm missing your eyes looking at me

Now the snow is starting to fall
I'm sitting by the window waiting for your call
hoping that you will say this words to me

REFRAIN
I'm missing your smile, missing your touch
missing everything on you so much
I'm missing your eyes looking at me

It's close to midnight and I'm loosing my head
It seams that you don't care for the tears which I shad
you don't care for me and don't believe to any word I said to you
But I am really missing you

OPEN EYES (3:06)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

Do you think you will live for a hundred years
Do you think you will shed only happy tears
Do you think life will always be fair

no no
No you wont live for a hundred years
No you will not shed only happy tears
And life will not always be fair

REFRAIN
Sorry if I open your eyes
Sorry if you have been living in these lies
But maybe some day you will thank me

Do you think some day you will drive a pink Cadilack
Do you think you always can watch your back
Do you realy think life will always be fair

no no
No you will never drive a pink Cadilac
some day somebody will push a knife in your back
And life wont always be fair

REFRAIN
Sorry if I open your eyes
Sorry if you have been living in these lies
But maybe some day you will thank me

Do you still think you will live for hundred years
Do you still think you will shed only happy tears
and do you still think life will always be fair
no no no

RUNNING FROM THE TIME (2:39)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

So much power in these hands of mine,
but still I'm running from the time.
Still I'm running from the time

I am hiding out and laying low,
just to find a place where time doesn't go.
Place where time doesn't go

REFRAIN
Ooo Leave me, don't touch me I won't go
You can do what you want but please don't say it's time to go

There are so many words I haven't spoken
and so many promises will stay unbroken
yeah, promises will stay unbroken

So much to say and much more to do
there are so many places I won't go to
Places I won't go to

REFRAIN
Ooo Leave me, don't touch me I won't go
You can do what you want but please don't say it's time to go

TOMORROW (3:00)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

Here I am today looking for the way for tomorrow
Every single day I'm fighting for the morning of tomorrow
Every time I'm down you pick me up and put me on my feet
Oh tomorrow that's why I love you so

REFRAIN
Oh tomorrow you are bringing me happiness and sorrow
Oh tomorrow you can catch me no matter how far I go
Oh tomorrow I can't live with out you that's for sure I know
Oh tomorrow that's why I love you so

For every breath I make I am great full to you tomorrow
For every step I can take I am great full to you tomorrow
For every hour in my life, you are giving me hope tomorrow
Oh tomorrow that's why I love you so

REFRAIN
Oh tomorrow you are bringing me happiness and sorrow
Oh tomorrow you can catch me no matter how far I go
Oh tomorrow I can't live with out you that's for sure I know
Oh tomorrow that's why I love you so

WHY (3:37)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

Tell me why and say it straight
Come on tell me please don't wait
You don't have to pretend
I can take it I was born in this land

Is it so hard to look in my eyes
And to say what you see inside
Say the truth, don't be afraid
Oh, please don't start to hesitate

REFRAIN
Well tell me why I can not find just a little peace of mine
Oooh tell me why I can not sleep in the cold, long, lonely night
Oooh tell meeee, please tell meeee
Whyyyy

I always thought you were on my side
On the side of justice and pride
When I was young everything was clear
But now I live my life in fear

I fall by each step which I make
Fall down to the soil of a deep, cold lake
What's the reason I am falling down
The reason is you there's no doubt

REFRAIN
Well tell me why I can not find just a little peace of mine
Oooh tell me why I can not sleep in the cold, long, lonely night
Oooh tell meeee, please tell meeee
Whyyyy

YOU & ME (2:45)To top
written by Jim Jams (all rights reserved)

You and me
We are meant to be
Together in good
and together in bad times

You belong to me
just like I belong to you
and no matter what happens
our love will always be true

REFRAIN
We are like the Moon and stars
Our love shins all the way to mars
We will be un separately even in the sky

You and me
We are meant to be
Together in good
and together in bad times

If I say I love you
you don't need to say it to
because we both know
you do

REFRAIN
We are like the Moon and stars
Our love shins all the way to mars
We will be un separately even in the sky